::senioritis claims another victim
11:18 a.m. - 2006-04-28
so I've stopped doing work. Literally, I have done nothing this week. I have 30 pages to write in the next two weeks, and research to go along with it, and I have to write a program to model the solar system. haha. I don't know when that's going to happen. I just don't want to do work. I've got senioritis, and I've got it bad. Part of the problem is that I don't know what I'm doing after this. I still haven't heard from Chautauqua and it's driving me nuts. I called earlier in the week and the vice president said I should hear thursday, as in yesterday, but no. Nothing. I'd like to know sooner rather than later if I don't have a summer job, so that I can search for something else, but I don't know, maybe I'm being irrational.
Yesterday at lunch, I felt the need to irrationally lash out. I told Julianne about this, and she said she did too. I still have yet to, but maybe this weekend.
I know where I'd like to move to: London. But that just doesn't seem to be an option. They make it pretty tough to come for work purposes, but maybe eventually I'll go back. I've been thinking about L.A. a lot recently. I really liked it while I was there in January. And my brother's there, so at least I wouldn't be completely alone out there. Bleh, is all I have to say about everything. Bleh.
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