::pookie
11:32 p.m. - 2004-10-27
::sigh:: so i've been thinking, a dangerous past-time, I know. and if i could go anywhere for a week, it'd totally be to the US. I had a nice day today, so it's not like anything bad happened. I just want to feel like I belong somewhere, and I feel that way at Chautauqua, at Kenyon and at home. I don't feel that way anywhere here. It's not that I'm intimidated by my classes, because I definitely talk more and do more of my work here than I ever did at Kenyon. (of course the 2 ten page papers i have due on the same day will freak me out)
I feel bad because everything is ridiculously expensive. i didn't mean to spend much money on dinner tonight and i ended up spending about $30 on it. hmph, expensive french restaurant. i spent 10 of it on one glass of chardonnay, and i don't want to even think of what i spend on alcohol in a week. i wish i had more money: an income would be dead sexy right now.
oh well, listening to RENT is helping.
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